I am very thankful for all the cards, flowers, dinners and prayers from our family and friends. We are beginning to move on and the devastating loss is not so all-controlling. I still look at the crib in the bedroom and tear up. I was not able to return my maternity clothes even though some are unworn. I still cry every time I see someone new and they ask about the baby. I have a hard time seeing newborns or pregnant women. But I am hopeful that we can do this again. That we will have a chance to use the crib again. That we will be able to fulfill our dreams of adding another child to our family. Wish us luck!